I'm standing outside the apartment at 1pm and yet i don't feel the sun beating down oan me nor its heat embracing me. Funny...I'm certain the weather's real hot. Everything seems yellow like when the sun is about to set. Hmm.. I'm quite certain its still 1pm...been counting the hours since i woke up this morning. You look like you've been eating quite a lot these days. Tsk.. but red looks lovely on you. Huh..gonna miss you man..gonna miss those muffins, the good ol' conversations, the trip to the arcade, eating til we drop, watching movies... My eyes are blurry. It seems as if you're fading although i'm sure you're still at the gate and I could still catch up if i run after you... But what the heck.. need to lean on the wall. I'm fading too. There, that smile..one last wave. . I'm lost again..and maybe this time, it's for good.

what is it with summer that people love it so much? the heat which makes you wanna hit the shower 5 times in a day? the overpopulated beaches? procrastinating for hours on end? (blame the endless futile hours you have during summer) add to that most students' sentiment, that when there are no classes, there's no allowance. summer's just no fun at all.

weather gets so awfully hot that people go loco with crazy ideas and acting on impulse. (uh huh! hot summer flings, sound familiar?) ;)

i hate the hours. i hate the dull empty moments that happens a lot during summer. i mean, when you have all of 24/7, u'll surely run out of interesting things to do. so then you start sulking..thinking..and reminiscing..getting cheesy...awfully cheesy. (hahah...) and all the songs they play on the radio spell drama. huh...so depressing.

i miss school days. i miss cramming for exams, boring lectures, crazy profs and endless trips to the foodcourt. i miss my classmates. i even miss those i don't like. i should keep in touch. but the network's too damned busy to function. can't even keep a conversation going through text without ending up with a sore thumb. and sometimes, the other end won't even get your message. coz it's summer and people have nothing better to do than text...

huh... perhaps i'll just sleep til summer is over.