http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/ shush Wed, 30 May 2007 17:00:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/36.html Wed, 30 May 2007 07:57:10 GMT Cpa at last. Yesterday, I was so ecstatic about it...wanna tell the whole world that I passed and I made it. Today, I'm just tired and I wanna rest. Tomorrow, I'll have to think about work. I passed but then so what.. life doesnt end there. It's the same vicious cycle of having a goal, struggling to reach that goal, reaching that goal, and then aiming for something else. But needless to say, I am happy. I am grateful...really grateful to a lot of people; my mom and dad who gave me the reason to really wanna pass that darned exam; my sister who taught me lessons I have long forgotten about;... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=36 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/35.html Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:57:31 GMT Surprisingly so, the same issue which has been nagging me for days was the homily at church yesterday. Talk about coincidence... :) Forgiveness is easier to spell than it is to do. The bible says seventy times seven and if my math is right, that means a lot! :) Some people couldnt even manage to do it once...like uhm, me. It's really not because you choose to be unforgiving just for the heck of it. Not being able to forgive is as painful as it is to be unforgiven. Holding grudges is exhausting and the mere thought of someone hating you is enough to keep you restless at night. But there are... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=35 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/34.html Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:34:59 GMT "you can never really tell that you are committed to someone unless you accept the inconvenience..." the true test of a relationship is when you are able to withstand anything---distance, time, priorities, pressure, family, friends, strangers, 3rd parties, insecurities... it's a painstaking process of learning and making mistakes... but the most important part of all these is that you are happy with each other...that's all that counts. :) Akon- Dont Matter... (Gotta love this one...hehe..) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3u65f4CRLk http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=34 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/33.html Mon, 05 Mar 2007 08:44:21 GMT i fear the truth i fear the pain it'll bring for pain is real, an awful thing and hearts do feel the pain shattered and still it beats and wounds throb, in symphony and with each throb, this silent prayer let death end this misery this awful truth can set me free still i choose to be bound in chains for here i am loved my heart is free of pain this abyss is my comfort, here i am whole my heart is whole but truth shall be forgotten not it's real...as pain is real i live in fear...not in pain though today may be the last curse this love, sweet misery my present, my past... http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=33 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/32.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:58:21 GMT Sad, isnt it? that for every 10 women in this world, there's only 1 man (gays included). This probably explains why some girls go after men which are already taken or worse, married. And suddenly, the world has become a circus of men cheating on their girls, girls cheating on their men. If you happen to be at the losing end (think victim, girl), your sorry ass would just have to rationalize that men are polygamous by nature. Some would say that the only person to blame would be your man who cheated on you. But i think otherwise. After all, it takes two to tango. Some sorry ass... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=32 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Sat, 02 Dec 2006 08:24:49 GMT I deliberately missed class this morning and this afternoon, i skipped the latter part of the discussion. Hahaha... A part of me finds relief in the fact that I would not have to endure yet another hour of boring accounting lessons and mushy mushy antics from our almost balding prof and yet the other part wants to go back to the classroom lest the prof notices my (and my seatmate's) absence and lecture about respect in front of everybody. Man, that would be awfully embarrassing. But here I am (and my seatmate) in an internet cafe near the review center, trying to pass up time so that it... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Sat, 03 Jun 2006 08:57:05 GMT I'm standing outside the apartment at 1pm and yet i don't feel the sun beating down oan me nor its heat embracing me. Funny...I'm certain the weather's real hot. Everything seems yellow like when the sun is about to set. Hmm.. I'm quite certain its still 1pm...been counting the hours since i woke up this morning. You look like you've been eating quite a lot these days. Tsk.. but red looks lovely on you. Huh..gonna miss you man..gonna miss those muffins, the good ol' conversations, the trip to the arcade, eating til we drop, watching movies... My eyes are blurry. It seems as if you're fading... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Tue, 25 Apr 2006 09:01:13 GMT Alternative OPM bands are fast emerging today. Hurrah! They certainly are a welcome change from the acoustic bands and solo artists which have been the trend last year. Acoustic songs are good stuff too¡Kbut just like R&B, the songs have the tendency to become monotonous and boring and the melody seemed to take forever. More so, the lyrics could get quite depressing. Whilst alternative opm songs also often speak of love and despair and whatnot, at least it's the melody that carries the song and adds a different beat to set a more jovial mood to compensate for the rather depressing... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/28.html Wed, 19 Apr 2006 09:10:48 GMT what is it with summer that people love it so much? the heat which makes you wanna hit the shower 5 times in a day? the overpopulated beaches? procrastinating for hours on end? (blame the endless futile hours you have during summer) add to that most students' sentiment, that when there are no classes, there's no allowance. summer's just no fun at all. weather gets so awfully hot that people go loco with crazy ideas and acting on impulse. (uh huh! hot summer flings, sound familiar?) ;) i hate the hours. i hate the dull empty moments that happens a lot during summer. i mean, when you have... (more) http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=28 http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/archive/27.html Sat, 08 Apr 2006 11:17:14 GMT http://eloisa.blogdrive.com/comments?id=27